Aggrivation!!!!!!!!!

Okay so I haven't posted in a LONG time! Basically, I have lost my job and I have been going on countless and yet meaningless interviews and still nothing. I know that there are about 10,000 people in this very area that are also looking for jobs and I know this may sound wrong, but I do not care about those 10,000 other people. I care about me and my family!!!!! I used to be able to pay my own bills and help out with stuff and I used to be able to shop! I miss shopping!!!! It is driving me up the wall! And to top it all off, I am starting to notice that everyone around me is either in a relationship or getting married!!!! I mean I am happy for my friends but it is fucking depressing! Seriously, what the hell is so wrong with me? GRRRRRR! Okay, I just had to get all of that off my chest. I'm fine really. I am going to go run someone over with my car now!

Always,
K